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Hope this insight will help you too, my dear woman, who is reading it.

There are moments when inner work suddenly catches up with you in real life... It wasn't a metaphor, or as a symbol... It was a living event in which it is no longer possible to hide behind knowledge, spirituality, or a familiar role. That is exactly what happened to me today...

Today another catharsis happened! I saw the same pattern at once in several layers of my life. In one — family, friends, almost invisible. In another — romantic, subtle, filled with expectations and projections. There was also a third one — work and friendship. Even there! But today only when the first two scenes stood side by side, without excuses and spiritual explanations, I understood that this is not about “other people.” This is about a mechanism in which I lived for far too long. All these scenes, as it turned out, have long been showing the same direction.

There are shadows we recognize right away. And there are others we live inside for years, believing they are simply who we are...

I started observing transits. Well, I am a super curious person, but there was no attempt to predict anything. It was more as a way of watching this living weather inside myself and others! And at some point I noticed something strange: inner states began to repeat across completely different lives. Not stories, not events, but modes of being like tension, loss of inner footing, a peculiar exhaustion with old roles, intolerance toward falseness, a desire either to disappear or to finally make things clear.