2025 is closing a very specific chapter for me... WOW! No, I am not closing anything with fireworks, but with pressure slowly releasing from the inside... I am breathing easily these days. Even though the job pressure is still on, the mind is going back to panic mode here and there - what are we going to do? for now - nothing... because there is nothing to do! 

This year has been running on mutation pressure! If you were in my field this year, you probably FELT IT! most likely you didn't hold the charge and you are not in my life... I have been mutating though...  The root pushing to move faster than the body was ready. It was very painful and it was very uncomfortable. The mind trying to make decisions before emotional clarity had fully landed... but then the other side - when you know the answer inside and you are not betraying it! and that meant - I HAD TO LIVE THROUGH THE CONSEQUENCES!

If I am honest, parts of this year felt like being stretched between timelines. One part of me already knew the old skin was too tight. Another part was still metabolizing what needed to be released. And this is exactly what I see now in my 2025 solar mechanics. 

It was never meant to be a calm year! It was a year of internal compression, of nervous system recalibration, of learning again and again that my authority is emotional and therefore nonlinear. The more I tried to rush clarity, the more life asked me to wait... but then... when I had that clarity - I could not ignore it... and it was very difficult to say those words, to admit the truth, to live through rejections, through fear, through total collapse... but hey, I am still breathing here! 

What is completing now is not just a cycle of events. It is a cycle of pressure. Of mental urgency first of all. Of subtle fear around timing and survival...

And numerologically, this makes perfect sense. For me, 2025 carries the frequency of 9, the end of a cycle, the completion phase, the emotional and energetic exhale after a long stretch of becoming... Nine rarely feels comfortable while it is happening. It asks for release before the mind feels ready. It clears space before the new structure is visible. I am still not seeing the picture, but three of my arrows are right... I am in the process anyway. It is funny how my whole design simply can't focus on that future goal. It is so foggy and it is changing all the time. 

And something in my body knows it is almost done. Because the frequency of my 2026 field is already very different! 

2026 opens for me as a 1 year.... the beginning of a completely new cycle. Not a continuation!!!! Not a small adjustment!!! A total reset of direction. 9 years ago I remember myself being in a similar state and my life turned into such an amazing journey, where I was so happy and I started to expand who I was... and it was painful and difficult at times... but hey! I am still breathing here 9 years later! Would NEVER trade this experience for anything else. I am glad I said "yes" to that walk one evening... 

The energy of number "one" does not rush, but it does initiate. It plants seeds that will define the next nine-year arc... Which is exactly why the timing and the emotional clarity matter so much now. Plus I am older now. 

My upcoming solar year, which begins for me on June 3, carries a much more mature architecture. There is still movement, but it is no longer chaotic mutation pressure. I am going to be in rhythmic evolution. The axis of 35 and 5 in my personal year speaks very clearly: expansion is coming, but only through correct timing and not through force, not through emotional impulsivity. Through alignment with my own pulse. Thank God I am sensing bullshit so well right now. 

Emotionally, the field is also deepening. I asked my usual psychics the other day and they all saw one thing in common (and they do not know each other) that there will be a very clear choice for me around May-June. My personal circuitry activates both 55.4 and 59.4 in the environment, which, for those who understand the mechanics, speaks to a year where emotional permeability and intimate chemistry become… noticeably stronger... like... Not louder on the surface. But much more undeniable in the field. Line 4 suggests something to me that it might be in my network already?  

Interestingly, while the collective will be heavily processing the 37–40 themes through the nodal axis, this is not a light transit. Gate 37 and Gate 40 always bring the field back to agreements, emotional contracts, loyalty, exchange of energy, and the very real question of who gives and who carries. This is the circuitry of tribe, of bonds, of promises that either hold or quietly expire. When this axis is activated collectively, many relationships are naturally tested for integrity. Some alliances strengthen. Others reveal the hidden imbalance that was already there. Again - the truth only shine the light on something that has been already there... My personal trajectory, however, is slightly offset. My field is leaning more into the spirit wave and the dissolving of barriers. Different flavor with different temperature.

And yes, Pluto this year sits at 41.3 collectively: the pressure to begin a new cycle through emotional fuel. Line 3 never enters gently. It learns through friction, through trial and error, through the raw mechanics of experience itself. This is the frequency of emotional experimentation at scale, where the collective may feel the urge to start new chapters before fully understanding what they are stepping into.

In my personal year, however, Pluto moves to 41.4, which subtly but meaningfully shifts the tone. Line 4 carries a very different intelligence. It transmits through the network. It spreads through bonds, through proximity, through the invisible architecture of human connection. What begins as an inner impulse in the third line becomes, in the fourth, something socially contagious, something that moves not only through personal experience but through the field between people. It is a different geometry... Different reach. And very different consequences over time. Make of that what you will... but DEFINITELY something new! and with LOTS of passion! 

There is another layer to this Plutonian story that feels deeply personal for me. In my own design, Pluto sits in Gate 18, carrying the frequency of correction, refinement, and the relentless instinct to see what is not yet aligned. Gate 18 is never satisfied with surface harmony. It senses distortion in the field and quietly,  or sometimes not so quietly (hey, 39 is very present!), moves toward adjustment. With the design side expressing through line 5, this pressure often externalizes. Others can feel it. The fifth line carries projection, responsibility, and the natural role of the one who is expected to fix, to improve, to bring order where something feels off. It is powerful, but it is never neutral.  At the same time, my personality Pluto moves through line 3, which means the process of correction in my life has rarely been theoretical. It has been experiential. Learned through friction... Through what worked, what failed, and what had to be rebuilt from the inside out.

So when my personal year activates Pluto at 41.4, it does not operate in isolation. It plugs directly into this deeper Plutonian signature within me: the one that does not simply begin new cycles, but instinctively scans them for what must evolve, what must be refined, and what can no longer remain as it was.

This is not just the beginning of a new chapter....  It is the beginning of a chapter that will want to transform itself as it unfolds. 

What I do know is this: 2026 does not feel like a year of survival coding for me. It feels like a year where my voice, my emotional field, and my creative pulse become much more visible and much harder to ignore. It will be a social year... I am already getting out of my cave here and showing off what I have been mastering alone, in quiet times... 

I am not rushing it though... not yet... But I am no longer pretending I don’t feel it coming. and I see how others react to me and what I have to say when I get out. Plus I feel the change in the air already - spring is here! 

There is also a larger evolutionary backdrop that makes this period especially fascinating to watch.

According to Ra Uru Hu’s original cosmology, humanity is approaching the end of the Cross of Planning cycle, a 400-year era built on tribal bonds, infrastructure, agreements, and collective support systems. Beginning in 2027, the background frequency gradually shifts toward the Cross of the Sleeping Phoenix, where individuality, emotional awareness, and self-contained direction become far more dominant themes.

Ra spoke carefully about this not as an overnight event, but as a long mutation process. Over time, new children, sometimes referred to in the material as the “Rave” generation, may begin to appear with very different cognitive and emotional mechanics. One of the signatures often discussed in advanced Human Design circles is the prevalence of fully right-oriented variables, indicating a much more receptive, frequency-based way of processing reality. 

In my own design, I already carry three right variables and one left. I stand, in a way, with one foot in each world: still strategic enough to function in the current paradigm, but already deeply wired for receptivity and field awareness.

Which makes the coming years… particularly interesting to observe from the inside.