We are entering a strange kind of time. It feels like beads slipping through your fingers... beads you spent years carefully gathering, stringing, and protecting. Structures that once seemed stable now loosen without warning. And in this moment, I want to speak about Chaos and Logos.

Chaos has been turned into a villain for some reason. We are taught to fear it, to treat it as evidence of failure. If there is chaos in your life, people say you must be disorganized, unhealed, not fully formed, not in control. But this is a misunderstanding. Disorder and chaos are not the same. Disorder is simple fragmentation without coherence with the presence. Chaos, on the other hand, is coherence too alive to be flattened. It is a structure too multidimensional to fit into the narrow grid of predictable systems like my GK60. Chaos is NOT the absence of order. It is order in motion. I will say it again - it is order in motion.

If we travel back into the oldest layers of human knowing, this becomes clear. In ancient Greece, Chaos was not destruction but a living opening, a fertile abyss from which Gaia, Tartarus, and Eros emerged. Ah, my favorite threesome! In the Orphic hymns, chaos was the cosmic womb where light was born... YES, The Great Ma is that chaos and that light that forms perfect picture in material world is that form. Chaos and Limitation of it are working in sync, they are coherent when aligned in the same frequency.

In Egypt, Nun was the timeless ocean that existed before creation. In Genesis, darkness and the deep existed before form appeared. In Kabbalah, the infinite was not destroyed but contracted (GK60), allowing form to emerge within its boundlessness (that is why we see beauty all around us in this limitation, but born out of chaos, the infinite potential for infinite order in motion). In Taoist philosophy, chaos is not a mistake. It is the natural order itself, an order too fluid to be captured or fixed. Zen understands this deeply. What cannot be frozen remains alive. Chaos is making sex with the form over and over again. Everything is the product of this friction... and we all do the same - we move, we experience an orgasm and we create a new form. 

And within all these traditions, Logos does not appear as a tyrant imposing control. Heraclitus described Logos as the underlying unity of all things, not something forced, but something discovered. The Stoics saw it as the intelligence permeating the cosmos, not suppressing its wildness but giving it coherence. In Christianity, Logos enters the darkness without erasing it. Logos is not the enemy of chaos. It is the ability to read it. To perceive pattern within turbulence. To recognize rhythm inside noise. To feel repetition inside apparent randomness. Logos does not arise through force. It reveals itself when you stop interfering.

The writer Roger Zelazny captured this truth beautifully in The Chronicles of Amber. In his world, Chaos is not a mistake to be corrected. It is the living reality itself. Order is only a temporary fixation, a local crystallization within an infinite field of possibility. Chaos remains primary. Alive. Creative.

The essential paradox is this: chaos is not emptiness. It is overwhelming fullness. Too much emerging at once. Too many possibilities unfolding simultaneously. And this is where most people fracture. Because we were trained to believe in linearity. Cause and effect. Step and result. Plan and control. Misbehaving and pushiment. But chaos does not move in straight lines. It moves in fractals. It breathes. It cannot be calculated. It can only be recognized.

There is a secret to stability, and it is simple. Chaos cannot be understood by the mind. It can only be received by the body. Chaos is like standing inside a storm. Like touching a powerful current. It is the moment when everything inside you begins to dissolve, and your instinct is to explain it, categorize it, nail it down into familiar words, suppress it. But the attempt to control it interrupts the intelligence already unfolding.

Wisdom? Do not reach for the switch! Let the current move through you. Release the need to control. Enter sensation instead. Allow yourself to merge with the movement and if you have GK3 in you - it should be very natural for you. Do not rush to repair, rescue or define what is changing. Do not imprison it in old language, in words you used to explain it to yourself. Remain present. Notice how your body responds. Where tension appears. Where energy pulses. Where a subtle knowing arises without explanation, a quiet certainty that says, “This way.”

A person who lives in contact with chaos often appears strange to those who worship stability. Their life may seem nonlinear, unpredictable, full of sudden turns and unlikely coincidences. But beneath the surface, there is an axis. A bodily knowing. A silent orientation that does not depend on external confirmation.

Such a person does not cling to form because they feel the source beneath form. They do not panic when structures collapse because they sense where new structures are already assembling. They rarely explain themselves. And often, quietly, they are the ones through whom things succeed. Chaos is not the breakdown of the world. Chaos is the operating condition of the living world.  Those who learn to remain present within it gain access to a deeper form of navigation... not through control...  through resonance with it. Chaos is that endless opportunity for creation. 

First, you learn to tolerate uncertainty. Then you begin to notice recurring patterns. Eventually, a stillness appears within you. And from that stillness, clarity emerges, not as thought, but as impulse. Precise. Immediate. Alive. THIS IS TRUE LOGOS. Not because you are saying bullshit from your past, LOGOS is something you've never spoken about, because LOGOS appears when a new impulse is lived through. I now know what Bible said - first there was the word. But THAT word WAS a resonance with the wave, with the impulse, with the Chaos itself. Logos is not a theory, a story from the past, analysis of the future. It is an action that knows itself. It is the actual creation, immediate creation in the now. NOT in some distant future. It starts now... with movement in coherent way with the patterns of the wave, fractals and implulses... 

If you do not act on it, it dissolves back into chaos, waiting for its next moment of emergence. Good luck! Those wave come and go. Ready or not, here I come! Snooze it and loose it. There might be another wave, but it will be some other wave... 

The world has not broken. It has simply left its previous configuration. Chaos has risen not to destroy, but to reorganize. Not to punish, but to create space for new form.

Do not wait for instructions. Do not wait for calm.

Listen to your body. It already knows the way.